What can I say? I wish I could detail every inch of who I am, but this blog is all about the inner most secretive parts of my life. Secrets that if they were exposed would change my life forever. I wish I could say more than that I am an average 18-year-old woman.
Painting the picture…
I wouldn’t say I’m attractive, but I am learning to love myself a little more everyday, I now believe I’m not ugly, I’m at an in-between stage. I’m working hard on my self confidence and am trying hard to be as body positive as I can but my genes, haven’t made that easy. Yeah, I am a bit chubby, and I’ll probably never be my ideal weight and have perfect abs, and muscle definition, but I’m ok with that, because I have someone who tells me I’m gorgeous every time he sees me. Theres not a whole lot else to say about my physical characteristics apart from I have brown hair, green eyes and I’m 5ft9″( but thats all really boring)
The real me…
My worst flaw is that I’m quite a shy person, which I hate!!!!!!! I wish i had incredible self confidence and didn’t care as much about what people thought. But as I become more independent and grow up ( Yep, Ive hit the rip old age of 18) my confidence is growing. In my head I’m fucking funny and in my shower I’m a world renowned singer. I’ve got used to summing myself up in 3 words ( due to many job interviews…). The 3 words I would use to describe myself now would be….
Wild. Sleepy. Fucked.